Last few months

 I missed missing you

And I forgot the pleasure

I used to get

Of missing and longing for you-

For you are with me

All the times these days!!!...

U are present so intimately

Woven around me so tightly

Just like a worm in its cocoon

That I could never get a chance

To miss you - again-like before…

The pain of separation

Is always blessed with

Hope of getting together again

Months of togetherness can’t compensate

Separation of even a fraction of second

It seems to me

 For ages I haven’t seen you

 I miss you now…

I miss your touch….your cuddle

Your hug….your whispers….

So many thoughts

Accumulated inside me

Please come soon

So many hungry anxious desires

Eager to pour themselves out

But are confided by

A thick wall of helplessness.

I have actually started hallucinating

Seeing and feeling you very near

As if you are never away

Still hiding somewhere very near

And will reappear just now

With a cup of tea in hand

Requesting me to eat something

Expressing your concern, saying-

‘How tired my beloved is!’

I want to hear those words again…

Don’t know how I will manage

To pass my whole life- without you…

Now it seems

So very difficult and impossible

How I pass those long years away from you

How can I console

My helpless poor soul now?

What should I say to myself??

Things are much tougher now

U’ve taken away a part

Of myself – my soul in fact

Only this lifeless body is left behind

And crying to join you…

Promise me…

U’d never do this to me

….again

…so cruelly

…in next births to come…